Why are you reading this? You really shouldn’t. But if you insist, alright.
Once again, the router was taken hostage. My mom found out that my brother took it back and she went and took it away again last night. It’s obviously back now, or else I wouldn’t be able to write this but I’m still pretty pissed off about the whole thing. I had to go and get punished all because my brothers were fighting like two decades ago and the fight had nothing to even do with the Internet. But of course, I always have to suffer because of them, because of almost every member in my family. Whenever I want to download something, I always have to wait until my brothers aren’t around (or they’re asleep) so that my download won’t make their online gaming a laggy and tiresome experience. I try to be considerate and nice and wait for the very tiny windows of time when they’re not around to download things I may be dying to see and yet, I’m still accused of always downloading. If the Internet happens to be slow, you can hear my name echoing in the halls as I’m yelled at to, “Stop downloading!” when I’m not even doing anything. Oh look, it’s happening right now, as I type this. Granted, I actually am downloading right now so… yeah. But I don’t care really and I don’t know why I ever did. Why do I always have to be the one to accommodate myself to all their needs and desires? After all, the router was taken away two times in the past two days thanks to them and what did they do to fix that? I might have never even found out my brother had taken it back if it hadn’t been for my sister telling me that he did.
Let’s not forget my mother’s role in all this crap. As I lay in bed until like 2 PM today because I felt depressed and not in the mood to get up, she came by to ask what was ‘wrong’. I said that I was being punished for doing nothing and she laughed, later adding that I had a point there. I HAD A POINT THERE? Oh so you’re well aware of how UNFAIR it was for you take the router instead of finding a way to punish my brothers rather than all of us, and you still did it? If that’s not comforting, I have no idea what is. God, I’m so fucking tired of this lame excuse for a family. And this is just one of those days where I just can’t take it anymore and even the little things get to me. I don’t think I’ll be making anything in Photoshop today (not that there’s much of the ‘day’ left considering it’s already 5 PM). I don’t know what I’ll be doing. I guess when Ringer finishes downloading (1 minute left apparently), I’m going to watch it and see if it’s any good. Maybe by the end of it, I’d be able to ignore all this crap and make some stuff in Photoshop but I can’t promise anything. I’m terribly sorry for you if you actually read any of this. I don’t know why you would.